flowerais:

things you will experience if you keep doing your best

• actually looking forward to things and having enough energy to do everything you want to do 
• the fresh feeling after cleaning everything and throwing away things that were piling up since forever, including mentally
• realising that you haven’t thought about someone for three days straight when you’ve been sad about them for a long time
• making a new friend who genuinely likes talking to you after feeling like you don’t belong anywhere or you’re better off alone
• making more time for people that really matter to you and actually love you unconditionally instead of endlessly wondering why some people left you or didn’t reciprocate
• not placing your entire sense of worth on someone else because you feel happy and whole by yourself 
• an outward change in appearance, almost a kind of glow because you’re radiating warmth and strength from inside
• good grades, making huge improvements and achieving whatever goals you have in mind
• feeling calmer and not relying on external validation because you see your own worth, trust yourself fully and can accept imperfection, laugh at your own embarrassing moments, encourage yourself when you’re down and quickly forgive your own mistakes 
• gaining enough respect for yourself to treat yourself gently and not tolerating anyone who treats you badly
• realising that you feel lighter inside and nothing is as much as a chore as it used to be
• feeling yourself become less unaffected by small things that used to ruin your day
• realising that you can make any changes in your life if you stopped discouraging yourself so much
• realising you don’t need many superficial distractions anymore because you actually feel okay